I only work to support my ringtone habit

I can download lyrics from Cingular on my cell, and this morning I decided I wanted something new. So I downloaded this song, and it really surprised me that it was available. I used to date a dude who was major into Zeppelin and got me into them too -- Physical Graffiti is one of my favorite hard-rock albums. But at $1.99 a pop, my cell bill is growing each month -- I also downloaded "Sandstorm" by Darude recently, too. I also have this song, this one, this funky tune and this one.

So I went to see my therapist Wednesday, and she told me if I weren't sad, angry and irritable right now, I wouldn't be human. She said feelings aren't right or wrong, they just are. And I know she's right, but I get mad at myself for "not handling this better," i.e., the weight gain, the crying, etc. She wants me to start walking and doing stuff to relax myself. Which is like, duuuh, but when do I have time? And yes, I have to make time, but I'm just getting through my days. She also suggested upping my meds, but I'm not so sure about that. I will call my doc and see what he says.

My parents and M's parents are coming over for a turkey fry on Sunday, and M is beside himself that he gets to cook turkey for so many people. Yummmmmmy.